无聊

Yeah，今天RDO, RDO=? 不知道，还没去问，只知道是ＤＡＹ　ＯＦＦ。

在这里，两个星期就出薪水，两个星期只需工作９天，第十天是DAY OFF。爽！
但，
不做工，呆在家，很无聊。。。

明天又公共假期，然后又周末。。。哗！4天假期叻！
如果在Msia，我老早就跑回家了！想家了。
每天都自己煮晚餐，懒惰就没得吃。。。想念妈咪的佳肴。
每天都得走15分钟路去上班，然后15分钟回家。。。想念我爸给的ProtonWira。

无聊啊 无聊。。。 又要想今晚要自创什么佳肴了。。。
明天，同事要带我们去Zoo看袋鼠哦！呵呵。。。袋鼠！我来了！


Pingu 无聊-ing

无脑婴儿

前几天和A在进行孕妇扫描时，发现无脑婴儿，可怜的baby。
Baby已经18星期大了，现在才发现缺陷，可怜的父母。

在整个扫描过程中，Baby异常地在妈妈肚里活泼跳动，一直挥动双手，不时把双手放在头上抓，时而双手盖着脸。

有谁知道Baby在表达什么？Baby在懊恼什么？Baby是在发泄吗？
还是可怜的Baby根本不知道他是没有头脑的？ Baby是在期待着出来见见这美丽的花花世界。。。期待着接受父母对他的关爱。。

整个扫描结果是，其他部分都很正常，就是没有头壳，造成脑组织暴露在羊胎水的透浸下，缩小得变成无脑婴儿。我们更猜测着Baby是不是没有脑袋，没有感官，结果在肚里横冲直撞。。。

Baby妈妈在知道Baby的状况后，痛哭失声。。。整个扫描室都是她的哭声。丈夫什么都做不了，手里抱着一个孩子，另一只手紧紧握着太太的手安抚她。。。

我在整个扫描过程中，心都很痛，那种拉着的痛。尤其是看到其他部分都很健康，他原本也可像其他Baby一样出世，健康成长的啊，太不公平了！为什么上天要这样对他？要给他和家人开个这么大的玩笑？

经过一天（很慢）的深思后，我想通了，是因果吗？前世今生。。。
也可能是上帝给这个家庭的一个人生考验！


了解无脑婴儿，Anencephaly (警告：此LINK含血腥照片，孕妇也许不适观看)

pingu

updates....

嗨，是的，我到了这里一个星期了，也开工了一星期。。。日子过得还好。。。

这一次的离别，要到明年农历新年再见了!别了，我亲爱的家人，朋友。。。
这一次的同行，有L.A. 。
J.M.则在那里接待我们，她是这次A计划的策划人。。。哈哈。。。

转了两次机，由于包包有点超重，所以每次过关卡都怕中招，幸好都平安无事，安全过关！
到达目的地，JM已早在那里等候。。。
一下机，刺眼的太阳毫无保留很大方的迎接我们，幸好有搽些防晒，否则一定SUNBURN！
JM把我们接到公司提供的住宿。。。
是一个2房式公寓，设备齐全，该有的都有，唯宽频设备要自付AU$5/hour！超贵！

每天放工后，我们都在家玩家家酒。昨天还煮肉骨茶叻！棒！HOCHIAK！我想。。一年后我会得到一手好厨艺？ 哈哈。。。

这里超市5PM就关门。。。周日根本不开门。。。
问了的士司机那周日不就没地方去？他想了想，说，你可以搭巴士去海边玩啊！OIC。。。
这里的人都很友善，天气也不错，6pm就天黑。。。令我有错觉晚上很长。
由于现在是在受训+工作，SUPERVISOR 每天都给功课。第二天又问答案。。。刺激！结果现在每天回家都读书！乖叻？


好啦！下次再UPDATE。。。
要加油了！面对每天的挑战！

我会哭吗？

从小我就自认是个冷血，不感性，不感情丰富的小孩。。。


小六毕业典礼，同学们个个哭得 ＦＩＬＩＦＡＬＡ；我却无动于衷，不必哭嘛，还可以约出来见面啊。。。


在家里看戏，感情丰富的妈和妹已随着剧情泪流满面，我却在旁偷笑，逗她们。。。


大学时，和ＨＯＵＳＥＭＡＴＥＳ们看连续剧也是。。。我就是那么的不感性。。。



我真的不会哭吗？非也。。。　＝）
好歹我也曾为感情的事落过泪。。。
但，已成过去。。。


我也曾因慈济舞台剧《父母恩重难报经》，看得感动不已。。。掉泪！
最近一次，是重看《ＤＥＥＰ　ＩＭＰＡＣＴ》电影，到最后的生离死别场面，我又哭了。。


在想，人是不是在年纪愈大愈感情丰富，
怕失去，要珍惜，
要惜缘。。。



在想，多两天进机场关卡那一刻，会不会被家人弄哭呢？
我要坚强，不能哭！
说好不哭，但拥抱那一刻会不会哭呢？　
这两天和二妹，朋友道别时小小的拥抱，也有点眼湿湿了。。。难以想象到时机场会不会淹泪水！　哈哈。。。



pingu 不是哭包

spending spending and spending

Wao... really spending a lot $$ these few days ! Preparing to fly on this saturday afternoon ...

Luggages, working shoes, working bags, winter wear, cosmetics, herbs, books, blankets...and the long list goes on...... a lot of things!

need to change currency notes oso...
need to send a box of stuffs over oso...
will be staying there at least 4 years... long ho ? Hmm.... luckily everyyear can come back for 1 month leaves! yeah !!!

spending spending spending... then learning learning learning and earning earning earning ! keke......

nervous... kancheong ... the day is coming... 4days more... 大牛出城啦！！



PK Pingu

My Dell VOsTRO 1400

Bought my Dell Vostro 1400 as 2008 new year present...

1st time using laptop... excited exploring myself...

I even tried to format the hardisk to create partition by myself... kekke.. after completing formatting, a little bit, proud of myself.. beh paiseh..

everything running well for few months... until last week, start hearing distortion from right speaker... so so sad and cant bear vt the crackling noise ...

Last 2 days, called DELL SUPPORT to complain about the problem... the engineer was very friendly and helpful... bringing me go thru some test on my laptop via instructions thru phone... spent 42minutes!! And at the end... summary is: should be soundcard failure! And he said, need to change soundcard, and dun worry, it's FOC coz under warranty! Hahaha.... It's so good to be under warranty! no regret spending a little more!

Then, yesterday, a service engineer came to my house to change MOTHERBOARD for me ! walao.... whole motherboard changed... But, the sound distortion is still there... me and the engineer oso knew it's the speaker's problem ! why not change speaker but motherboard ? Doink~~~ so, the next day, a engineer will be sent to my house again to change the speaker...

P/S: yesterday chatting vt frens regarding my experience with this DELL's service, onli I encountered why speaker broken so fast ... Hahaha.. i oways turn on the sound to MAX ! coz the laptop speaker really soft... mmaybe becoz of this, the speaker killed! kakakakka... luckily found out before i leaving to overseas !

OK I'll take good care of the new DELL speaker... will plug in vt my external speaker to watch movies...

Today, waiting for call... when are u coming to change my speaker ???

waiting waiting....

Ya.... I'm leaving

One month resting at home is not enough.. time flies...too fast... cant believe it...



And at 31/3/2008... I got my visa... to fly... to a new place... to start new life... experience new culture... learn new things...



"OFF THE PRESS!! congratulations, U can collect ur visa ....."

When I first knew the visa that i've been waiting for weeks had been approved, I'm not happy... At that moment, the feeling of missing home 不舍得 overcame the feeling of happiness...

I would prefer to answer, "ya, i'm still here coz still waiting visa..." rather than now need to answer, "Hmm.. Ya, I'm leaving oredy...."



Just bought flight ticket... 12/4/2008 afternoon leaving ... 17/1/2009 come back....

This morning, realised...I spent a lot for preparation to fly over there...

Havent start earning oredy burnt a hole in my pocket, and mostly my parents' pockets!

Haahaha... I must work hard....

I must Take good care of myself... not letting my family worrying about me...



OK, now what i need to do is... START PACKING!!

need to create a checklist oredy.... chiaozzzzzzz........





pingu busy packing....